A Negative Impact on My Relationship with God
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Title
A Negative Impact on My Relationship with God
Description
I think this pandemic has peaked my relationship with God, or perhaps made me realize how bad of a follower I am. I usually have the excuse of school or being busy all the time to not devote time in my day to read the Bible or watch a sermon. However, since I have loads of times, I feel guilty that I don't have an ounce of motivation in my life to devote my new down time to God. I don't have an excuse anymore. And then I receive blessings throughout this pandemic that shows me that I really am being cared for. Like worrying about money, but receiving a stimulus check the very next day that I didn't know I qualified for. Or having a distant/absent relationship with my father, but being able to spend time with him and rebuild our relationship. I am being taken care of but yet I can't muster the time to give thanks. This has been a very frustrating process for myself and my relationship with God.
Date Created
May 7, 2020
State
Missouri
This item was submitted on May 7, 2020 by Kennedy Cooper using the form “Tell us your story” on the site “Pandemic Religion: A Digital Archive”: https://pandemicreligion.org/s/contributions
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